I don’t wake up and look for your words, your ping, your voice.
You did it.
You pushed me far enough out of the envelope of you, that I don’t keep any hope, not a drop drying on the glass.
I don’t look for you.
I’m sad to admit my freezing, but this is your doing and I tried everything to stop it.
Are you happy now? Are you?
Moss beach was the last happy time with you.
Was it even real?
See…..you have made me question even my memory of happiness.
Never worked so hard to end up this lost.