You can’t undo the harm you have caused. You don’t even realize it. You don’t see it at all. I’m so stupid.
When will it end? When will I stop being so damn stupid? Fuck you for being someone so easily cared about and fuck you for being able to just toss me around to fit your needs, and fuck me for letting you.
Now I can’t do anything about it. I’m too far gone, and no matter what direction this takes, I’m going to get eviscerated, and this time I don’t think I’m ever going to be whole again.