I am shattered.
I am sobbing.
I am completely broken.
I have no answers.
I am alone in this.
Three years and in one phone call, I mean nothing to him anymore, if I ever did.
I warrant no care, I warrant no explanations.
This cannot be the same person, this is not the kind person I have known.
This is cruel, deliberately.
I am so confused.
He knows, he has been on the other side. He knows how messed up this is, to leave no answers, to be brushed aside.
I didn’t seek this.
What happened to my friend? Where the hell did he go?